You Must Not Miss
By Katrina Leno
Published April 23, 2019 by Little, Brown Books for Young Readers
She did not want Ben to kiss her because if he did that, he might get the wrong impression: that she was the type of girl who should be kissed. And she wasn’t. She was the type of girl who should be run from.
After reading Summer of Salt last year, I became a big fan of Katrina Leno’s work. I’m making my way through her back catalog, and I grabbed at the chance to read an ARC of her latest book, You Must Not Miss. It’s a very different book than her previous work. Her other books have a slightly cozy, magical feel, but You Must Not Miss is all sharp edges.
Magpie’s life has fallen apart. She caught her father in bed with her mother’s sister, her sister took off, and something terrible happened at a party the same night. Now her best friend hates her, everyone at school calls her a slut, and she’s stuck in a house with her alcoholic mother. Her life is a mess, and the only thing she can control is what she writes in her notebook. Her notebook is her constant companion. She writes about a place called Near, a world where her life is still good, where her father didn’t cheat, where her best friends still likes her. Near is a perfect world, and Magpie wills it into existence.
Then he saw the yellow notebook that she had hurriedly closed when he walked into the classroom. He touched its cover and Magpie felt the touch on the inside of her body. The notebook as as much a part of her as her blood, her soft tissues, her large intestines. It was as if he’d run his fingernails across her heart. It wasn’t a nice feeling.
You Must Not Miss is a gripping, creepy little book, and I’m still thinking about, weeks after I finished it. Magpie isn’t a nice character, but she is a compelling one. The force of her rage makes a whole other world. Her rage is a palpable thing, big enough to create something magical and also terrifying. Teenage girls are so often belittled, disregarded, and ignored. Consider what rage can do, and there you have Magpie. You Must Not Miss is a difficult read in some ways. There will be times that you cringe and rage and feel so much for Magpie. It’s dark and weird, and it’s the kind of book I wish had been around when I was a teen.
I received an ARC from another blogger.